Do I know you?

I am trying to look behind to find the answer of a question - Do I know anyone?

uhm... Neither everything happened in the past is clearly visible to me and do not want to believe on what I remember as that is dim and dusty. While thinking, I feel that millions of thoughts are fighting with each other to come up and yelling; Hey - See me,  See me! All of them look acquaintance but not able to identify anyone.

After focusing a lot after few minutes...

Hey! you there - I think.. I know you ...ummm, Oh yes, Got you. you are one of my best thoughts!!!

By the way you are looking too week, ugly and tired. You were not like this, what happened? Asked a question...

He replied - yes! thanks for identifying me.. This is all because of you.

Me.... surprised

Yes, you brought me here but never ever tried to nurture me. On the contrary you left many devils behind and they brought me in this shape. he groaned with pain.

I said - oops! do not cry. You are mine so this is my responsibility and I will take care of this now onward and will throw all of those stupids out soon. I will send you for medication and you will be alright! Smile now a bit.

This is enough. Do not make false promise, you liar! he looked angry a bit. You are saying this since long time and did not come to me even for years.

My eyes were looking at earth and I had no reply.

After thinking a lot I said - sorry! this will not happen again and saw up....

He was gone!!!

I thought for a few moments and then went ahead and found another happy/cheerful thought in a proper shape/healthy and in execution... I yelled!

Hey! I am here.. where are you going.. you know you are mine..

He saw me from 40 degree angle from the top and bottom and said - oh.. shut up! I was yours but didn't care me for many years and now I am owned by someone else. They took very good care of me and grew me.. I am really happy without you so do no even dare to cross my path again.

He ran away.. 

I think I didn't learn.